Thursday, January 17, 2008

sochane samazhne ki seemaye samapt !!!

Sacchai yeh hai ki agar Peace of mind disturb ho jaye toh aadmi pagla jaata hai. :)
Aur sabse badi baat yeh hai ki jab yeh hadsa kisi 200 % optimistic personity ke sath ho toh kya hota hai yeh dekhna hai toh muzhe dekho. uske liye tumhe Hildesheim aana padega wobhi 31st October ke pehle.

Ab kya kare... Sab waise hi kiya jaise chaha tha, kisine jabardasti toh nahi ki... khud ki marzi se aaye hai, ab rone se kya fayda. Waise bhi acche sabak mil rahe hai. aata-dal ka bhav pata chal raha hai woh bhi euro me :). Ek tarah se dekho toh, accha hi hai... thik hai ek pal ke liye udasi, sunapan, akelapan, sannate ko dur rakh ke dekho toh tumhe mehsoos hoga ki tumne kya paaya hai. Apne des ki mitti ki, apna rehan sehan, khana, apne log sab ki kitni ahmiyat hoti hai...yeh pata chal gaya naa.
Ab yaha rehne hai toh khana banana padega, chahe rote rote hi sahi.

kya kare waapis bhi toh nahi ja sakte, kaun itni badi sharmindagi uthayega lekin yaha rehna hai toh khud ka khayal rakhna hi padega, are yaar mahine me 6-7 baar lunch-dinner skip karo toh chalega lekin agar sirf 6-7 baar hi pet bhar ke khana (whole thanks to get-togethers and friends here) mile toh ..yebhi koi zindagi hai.. paise kyu kama rahe ho agar khud ke liye do waqt ka khana bhi nahi bana sakte..
aise hi blog likhte likhte agar dinner skip karoge toh aage se yeh sab nahi chalega. are koi samzao yaar isko..yeh nahi sudharne wala.. gone case. leave it.

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