Nonetheless howsoever I might have said I expected this but alas it pains in the end. It's never easy to let go something, with it, it leaves small beautiful permanent prints. what can I say in despair. It's life it's practical no dream world. not always bound by cause and effect, many things beyond that. How you wish is not how it happens always.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GONiLbKSX3k
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GONiLbKSX3k