Escaping into the Music... new year new hopes old dreams. Happy New Year 2011 !

I'm terribly missing today

The canal where we used to go cycling and sit for hours and hours every evening..
Talyachi pari...jithe kadhi kadhi sandhyakali mi jaycho...aani bajula asalele vachanalaya..
And the steps of that stadium where group of friends use to sit and giggle untill it's dark.

Aaj sarv kahi aahe je tevha mublak navhte, pan ya jaga aaj harvalya aahet...
chyaa...kahi milvanysathi kahi kimmat mojavi lagtech...hech khare.

Karoge yaad toh har baat ...

Inn ........ ki koi kimat na hogi,
na jahan bhar ki khushiya na dildaro ki sohbat hogi..
kuch mitti ke ghado me pyaas ta umr hogi..
Karoge yaad toh har baat ...

pal sare beet jayenge,
main  main na rahunga
tum tum na rahogi..
kisi waqt kisi mod paar
zindagi yeh sawal puchegi,
kya main isi tarah zakhmi hoti rahungi?
Karoge yaad toh har baat ...

kuch hasin palo ki kimat yeh zindagi
hasne muskarane ke sud ke sath,
aur kitno salo tak yeh karz chukau...
isi hisab me zindagi gujar jayegiKaroge yaad toh har baat ...

Chennai waitblogging. Train at 11:15.

Now What?

Being there done that.

Is this the story of us all.
Have I made it? Have I reached the sky, touched the stars and rocketed to Mars?
Have I lived?  Being there done that.

How you measure me? tell me..
You count my successes, when I fail, you say the boy will rise up he has got guts.
What if I don't rise up. You say my approach is wrong. You say I have got Attitude.

What if I would have never showed up to you. I would have still existed somewhere.

I have not mate all the living buddies still they exist allover and live there dreams.
What I am made up of? what keeps me going?

It doesn't make any difference to me whether you know me or whether I know you.
What's the need? You were living your way and I was on my way.
Then why I mate you?

No matter, we mate.
Time is all I have to give to you. If I am giving it to you you have become part of my life.
What I received, when I was born is -Life.
That's my most precious attribute. Without that I am nothing.
It's a count of breaths plotted against time. Breaths on X and Time on Y.
Time is infinite since the beginning of universe, but the breaths that are going to be plotted against it are limited. So the time that we have is most, "The most" valuable thing I or you have.
Your existence on this planet was of no importance to me until, I catch your few breaths.
The breaths you spend while talking to me, thinking about me and when you missed me.
I have taken "The most" valuable thing from you, your time.

It doesnt matter to me, how many people are born and died. How many of them gave me there time?
How many of them think they shouldn't have given? How many of them wants to willfully spent there time with me. - That's all that matter to me. In every generation, the experiences are same. Be it 200B.C, 2010, or 3010. Nothing will ever change. Even after Thousand years the same things will be repeated. Technology has progressed, life is better but still the Basics are same.

As a kid I never thought of the things I am doing now. But I am doing it coz I am no exception. and nobody really is. What makes me wonder more is, how exactly the things fall in place. Like a Mumbai local train, Being there you get pushed in , Being there you get pushed out. Steering the life's wheel is all what we do.


...continued

01-11-10

Happy BirthDay !

Ye Dooriyan...

Kuch le gayi hai apne sath,
kuch chod gayi hai mere pass, ye dooriyan....
ek clear si subah, na badal na thand na hawa ka ekbhi zhonka.
mano jaise ruk gayi ho ghadi ki suyiya bhi ..
shanti charo taraf itni, ki sunai de sirf dhadkan aur sanso ki chehal-pehal.
Sanse toh chal rahi hai...lekin ghadi ruk gayi hai.
Ye dooriyan badh rahi hai, ya kam ho rahi hai!

Kuch din pehle ki baat hai,
jaane pehchane raste se gujarate waqt,
kisi anjani awaaj ne jor se pukara,
kuch mahino pehle yaha se koi gujarata tha, kaha hai woh?
bina kuch bole jawab mil gaya uss awaaj ko ,
udhar bhi koi rasta shayad aisehi namkin ho raha hai.
waha se yaha tak, na baat na mulakat ho rahi ha.
Ye dooriyan badh rahi hai, ya kam ho rahi hai!

kabhi zindagi lekar gayi kahi,
shayad yeh pata nahi tha meri dor bandi thi kahi.
woh hasi ab hasati nahi, chidhati hai, aur puchti hai
kya tum apna paoge kisiko kabhi?
har khwab ab likhe huye pate par hi aata hai..
chahe aankhe band ho ya ho suraj sar pe.
yeh itna faasla hai ki suraj bhi tai nahi kar pata,
samaz me nahi aata,
Ye dooriyan badh rahi hai, ya kam ho rahi hai!

10:10:10

Erase me from your memory: --- A dialogue from  movie Endhiran.

Multidimensional...truly sensational dialogue. Doesn't know how on earth sometimes two "humans" exchange this dialogue in real life. "machines" indeed !

No hard feelings...

Feelings -it's a bullshit word.

When you feel something, you put yourself in danger.
Decisions come second.
Feelings mess up the sky with dark and white clouds. No clear rainbow appears in such sky.
Feelings trap the energy, sometimes positive sometimes negative.
Here I'm not pretending all is fine. Things have gone terribly wrong.
Confession will only make way for the trapped energy. Release it.
Who was I? What I am doing now? What will I do?

The very old people always give a blessing, "Be as old as me, as soon possible"... Whenever I visited my village placeI got this blessing (??) several times. My grandma who is almost 87 now, always says like that. I may be 20 or something when I first time felt someting after listening this. I did not understood why this kind of blessing.? I looked at her old wrinkled face and the weak body. Looking at her I felt she could have blessed me to stay young forever, then why this kind of blessing.. to pray for someone to age early?

I was studying then, and now I'm a so called professional. Not everything, but have seen life upto some extent. Now when I think about that blessing "Be as old as me, as soon possible"... It has started making sense to me. I ask myself this question... Would it be possible for me to last atleast till 87 years? phewww.. the answer comes loudly echoying back.. HELL NO.

The kind of life I'm living has no time to think about life. Fat is depositing at exponential rate, pressure both work & blood is increasing every day. Lighter moments have become rarer too. I am exposed to so many chemicals that I dont even care to know about. New people are making there own spaces in my life and some are leaving big voids not to be filled anythime or by anybody.  It's not possible to be a mute witness. Amidst all these happenings ... Feelings...Feelings are constantly bothering me. Feelings -It's a bulllshit word.

The Fallen Angel

Yeh jindagi hai ek juwa...

Independence ???

Am I living or just attending the days :(

Like this post, just saying "Present Sir, Im from the month of July"

-

Bekhudi le gai kahan humko,
Der se intezaar hai apna.

--
Sent from my mobile device

/\/\issed a post a month after almost 2 years !

Show me the meaning ...

Slow down Laila !

Hope the cyclone passes away without causing any disaster to the coastal areas.

In the mid of May, This cyclone has provided rains in Bangalore. Blore is soaking in rain almost everyday ...

Cooling offff the May Heat .....I wish the normal temparatures come down to 25 deg. in future, like it is now.. More trees, more rain,  More Life :-)

Aaj Purani Rahon Se .........

Jeewan Badalaa, Duniyaan Badalee,
Man Ko Anokhaa Gyaan Milaa
Aaj Muze Apane Hee Dil Me, Ek Nayaa Insaan Milaa
Pahuchaa Hoo Wahaa, Naheen Door Jahaa
Bhagawaan Bhee Meree Nigaahon Se...

This surrounding world is still a strange place. 

Shaky, disturbed, unfaithful, traitor, unjust, misguiding, unforgiving,  pretentious, liers.

Since I opened the eyes

It's a stranger world....

....untill I close, it will remain same.

-ciao

Is this is what we intend to accept?

Where are the family values. ??? Is there any such thing considered at all, after seeing this.

Good for nothing(except a laugh in awe when saw it first).
Marketing gone below its standard. Creativity at the cost of respect is Unhealthy. Damn, It should be banned !
-ciao

Life is party only when you score a 100. nobody remembers 99. That 1 run takes life. And to score that 1 run, sumtimes 1 lifetime is not enough.

-ciao... Njoy.

MAYDAY, MAYDAY, MAYDAY

MAYDAY, MAYDAY, MAYDAY, this is victor, victor, victor. MAYDAY, victor. Position 12 degrees 56 minutes 29 seconds North, 77 degrees 36 minutes 55 seconds East. My boat is on fire and sinking. I require immediate assistance. I am alone on board, no lifeboat. OVER.

-ciao