Khushi

Aie khuda... ek dil baat kehni thi tumse..

Dil ko deni hai khushi toh aisi de ...ki uske aas pass koi aasu ka katra naa ho..

Agar deni hai ek hasin jindagi toh dua kabool kar, apno se juda na karoge kabhi...

apno ko bhula kar jahan ki khushiyo se mat bhar mere daman ko..

agar itni hi chahat hai muzhse, toh mere mukammal safar ka sathi ada kar muzhe..

Is it Maktub?..or Is it Choices you make becomes your destiny?

Life has been changed. The biggest advantage of living is the living itself.
The more I live, the more I am getting solved and still puzzled like hell. It's my life and it's the life of friends shaping up that makes me think. One life is like one experience or rather a living experiment going on. My life too is an experiment. I am no different than anyone else. Only thing that makes me different at this moment is, Im taking some time out from this experiment to look at it. This may be part of my experiment,and I don't know this fact; but it certainly has an impact on altering the course of my own experiment.

I see people loving each other, I see them getting married to somebody else. Was it destined? or Was it because of there unability to voice there feelings?
Why on earth such painful things happen?  You may start loving the person who comes next in your life--BUT what about the unfinished experiment of love that you left behind you. Dont you think it will someday fire back. Even if it doesnt fire back, dont you feel you have burnt your heart before moving forward?

No one is able to forsee the future but is it really necessarily to punish your present for a better One? Im not going to stop today. Why the hell life is so difficult in this country... Whose marrying whom? The girl and the boy or there families? And what about the feelings you shared with that special someone in your life?

It's just about finishing the duty of getting your daughter married to someone of your status, someone of your daughters status, and somone who belongs to a family of same caste. The sameness kills. Why on earth these parents don't understand what friends can understand? Yes one clean look into the eyes of your loved one's and you get to know what's in there heart. Friends, they know you from just few years but still they can make out, what about your parents, they know you from your birth.  Why do they turn a blind eye to your heart? It's for the sake of saving there face. It's for the sake of living in this society. Yes we are raised from childhood, imbibing the same thing... don't get close to a person of opposite sex coz someday you are going to get married to someone of there choice. Do hell with this custom of arranged marriages. Who said marriages are made in heaven? No they are not, they are arranged.

The Foundation Stone

Stargazer

Second Brain

Defense mechanisms

Pseudo Artificial Intelligence

Algorithm development for Computer Programs involving huge data for seismic & astronomical data.

Eco Green Tech

 

Hello 2010

Hiii..... Another Important Decade.. THE MOST IMPORTANT ONE:-)
Need strength to meet the expectations of one and all. 

Happy New Year 2010

The Beginning of New Decade 2010...

Happy New Year to one and all !

Since 2000 to 2010 à 10 years …

The most delightful decade of my life.

Education,

Job,

Marriage (for few of us) … all these major things happened in last 10 years.

Goooooooooooo 2009

Time is plane and simple...monotonous...who the hell made days, years and minutes and seconds. I don't care about these years passing one by one... and believe me Im not drunk to write this. ;)

One more year at it's end ...2009

W.T.F.

2009 over. This could count in one of the FUBAR year. Ups & Downs... Steady flow..troubled waters ! Disappointments and limited supply of Oxygen.

3 Idiots

Why Three is better than 2.

The Soul Of World

The more I live the more I believe in this.

 

The SOUL of THE WORLD.

Alchemist, introduced me to this word. It’s not just a word. It has become a belief for me.

 

For me; a non-believer, faithless brat, nothing else works other than this soul of world.

 

This soul of world will exist until the last form life is alive on Earth, once its dead ……Nothing.

 

This soul of world balances and rewards and punishes you for your deeds.

It doesn’t keep any accounts it just adds or subtracts …good or bad… goodwill you give to it, goodwill you get back.

Grudge and hate you give to it, they comes back someday and embrace you.

 

The purity is what it demands. The purest forms of emotions it seeks. When you talk to yourself you are actually speaking to it. The emotions are in there purest form, when you are talking to yourself, and that’s when you are pouring them into the soul of world. So the love or hate or any other emotions that you feel for someone reaches to the soul of world. This way you are always connected to this soul of world.

 

Stay well connected to the Soul of Your Own World. It’s listening to you every single millisecond.

 

One Love

One LOVE … surrounds thousands of emotions pointing guns.

Most complicated simplest thing.

It’s Love that binds us together.

One Love…the base of any relation.

It’s the problem and it’s the only solution … Strange but true. :)  

Roje

Roje rakhane se Allah agar khoosh hota …toh aaj jannat ki saari khushiya kadmo me hoti.

Masters Of Musical World...

Sonu Nigam @Palace Grounds

Melody King Sonu

Kailash Kher with Karnataka CM @inaugural function of TOI Bangalore festival 2009. Again @Palace Grounds

Mesmerizing Kailash...

Kailasa Band..awesome good

Leonidas. Fedora 11 ...The Lion Roars...

Dear All, Enough talking about Freedom for everything ...

Why not experience the freedom while using computers too….. The freedom of OpenSource…

If you are an admirer of Linux you already know what I’m tying to tell here, but if haven’t yet tried Linux, then please read on…

Linux Development has come a long way and still long way to go…
I have been watching the development in Linux distributions from last 6 years…

Now it has come to a satisfactory stage that I should and must recommend you all to give it a try… to see what’s new beyond Windows and to explore full galore of free applications that will surely charm you. This can also prove be a replacement for MS Windows if you learn basics of operating in Linux environment.

Here are the details about latest distro, I tried yesterday on my Dell laptop (Inspiron 1520).

Fedora Core 11

The first look wins your heart…
Install both KDE and GNOME desktop to get the feel of it. (If anyone wants to give it a try, I am ready to help from beginning to get you DVD)

On the first boot after all settings (I Chose GNOME desktop),
Very first thing that grabbed my attention is the sleek desktop interface (with 1440X900 resolution) with applications bar at top and running apps bar at bottom.

Immediately after that the Disk Manager app alerted me for bad sectors on my hard drive… (Pretty good... it’s a freeware@startup came by default)

Fedora 11 has all the device drivers included in release software, these drivers literally haunted me over the past few years and stopped me from writing such an article ;)

This distro managed to provide following drivers without any hassle,

* Display Drivers,

* Sound Card Drivers (ALSA),

* Hardware Detection for multimedia keys on laptop (play, pause, mute buttons etc.),

* Bluetooth drivers (to connect your phone and exchange data),

* Webcam drivers (webcam started immediately upon choosing the right options from webcam application),

* All Windows Drives Auto Mounted (I have a dual boot system. The NTFS was not supported in some older Linux distros),

* Phone modem drivers (This is the height of all… uber cool. It detected my Nokia phone modem connected via CA-101 cable in a minute and I’m connected to Internet in no time. To do the same on Windows Vista I have to install Nokia PC Suite and struggle a lot with USB parent device driver),

* SD card reader on Laptop

With all these necessary drivers installed I did not felt a need to boot in Windows. (Above hardware detection is not same on all machines, but it seems Fedora supports a wide variety of hardware now. Surely, You can give a try and choose to send hardware report to Fedora Org.. may be in next releases they will consider to provide drivers for any new hardware configurations)

Apart from these,

* Lots of office use software, you won’t miss MS Office at all… (Open Office is there for you),

* Ease of switching between KDE and GNOME,

* Multiple Desktops with Comphiz fusion (this feature is there since beginning and its pleasing to use it now, with fully armed Fedora & Comphiz fusion Cube effects, see below pics :-),

* Full set of KDE and GNOME games,

* Significant improvement in Boot time and Shutdown time compared to MS Vista.

Improvements,

Fedora 11 still does not include MP3 codec’s and other codes for playing multimedia. But with a little search on internet one can easily find a free RPM to download.

The sound quality that you get, after installing these codec’s is simply superb and way beyond what we hear on w-i-n-d-o-w-s.

There are hell lots of other features which I can’t tell all about… You have to EXPerience…
With Fedora core 12 on the brink of release we can expect many more features.

With this I must say... There’s no need to hang on to BSOD or keep pressing Ctrl+Alt+Del every now and then…

Try your hand at this full fledged Linux distro.
Without paying a buck, Enjoy the benefits of this free world (in turn, if possible you can donate to OpenSource in terms of software improvements as much as you can:-)

Big Thanks to Rajubhai for providing the iso image.
Please inform other friends also about this wonderful O.S.

For any further information mail me @ ->(mailto:istoremyemails@gmail.com)


Fedora 11 - With Desktop Effects (Cube) (Comphiz Fusion)


Another glimpse:


One more :-)


Cheers To OpenSource. Say No to Monopoly.

-

is it true...

What u give is what you get.
give hurt...get hurt
give love...get love
give nothing ...get nothing.
but the rarest of kind..give everything... & get nothing.

Stars & Lines

There was a boy... Rahul, optimistic and always looking forward to make something big out of his life. And there was a girl... Meera, studious and trustworthy. Her eyes were so true that nobody would have dared to tell her a lie. Those eyes would have taken out the truth even from a lier. It was difficult for Rahul to live without seeing those eyes. When he looked into those eyes he lost into them. Yet he was firmly grounded with the realities and his dreams of becoming big, he couldn't stop himself from loving those eyes. Rahul started loving Meera. Though he knew every moment that he is going suffer, when he wouldn't be able to see in those eyes. Still he continued..and one day they parted there ways. The boy remained silent and the joy in his eyes was gone from that day.

Rahul found it difficult to survive without Meera, but he has to...owing to his life, to his dreams... promises that he made to himself. He turned his love in positive energies and made use of every opportunity coming his way to make something big. But deep down he was never able to forget those eyes. Whenever he was alone or whenever he was happy he remembered those eyes. He cried when he was very happy..everybody thought these are tears of happiness, nobody rarely knew that Rahul was missing Meera at that moment. Thus passed the days and nights and Rahul's heart grew fonder each passing day.

Many years passed since Meera left, but Rahul was still the same...still his heart beating faster, whenever he dreamed of looking into Meera's eyes. Rahul knew by this time that, it doesn't matter how much he love someone... his stars and the lines on his hand should also support him. The Destiny. He wasn't believing into any such things but the reality forced him to at least think over it.

Rahul was now at the peak of this career, living his life happily in the thoughts of Meera. Least that he knew that the world is full of surprises. He has made a promise that he will never ever attach his feelings with someone. But the heart is not a suitcase to lock and keep on attic, it beats every second. And every beat needs a electric spark. Heart will not survive in absence of this spark... so does a human. Somewhere here lies the connection of heart and love. The one who ignites the sparks, becomes the love of your life. Isn't it difficult to stop yourself from being attached to a person who makes those sparks fly across your body, mind and soul. Rahul was not aware of these things when he mate Disha. She was like just another girl for him.

Rahul was still holding on to Meera's thoughts, though he knew that she will never come back into his life. Rahul and Disha were in similar circumstances and they were meeting often. Togetherness forms a bond,..nameless... yet strong enough to hold two persons together. When a name is given, it becomes a relation. Rahul was not able to believe whats happening, but the joy that he had lost years before was slowly started to come back in his eyes.

The heart which never allowed him to spare a single though of Meera, now started beating with unknown sparks. Rahul knew that, still his stars were same and even the lines on his hand were same, he also knew the pain of every moment, passed without Meera. So he decided to be true to the relation of friendship and not let the sparks fly across. He though it will be easier to guard against these sparks, but he could barely insulate himlself. Even though he enjoyed every moment spent with Disha, he never though of being a part of Disha's life. Disha was a confident and bold girl. She always knew what she want from life.

When the circumstances ended, Disha and Rahul headed for there lives, Rahul was no longer the same when he mate Disha. At that time when he closed his eyes he could see his heart full of love for Meera. Now when he closes his eyes he could only see Disha, but at this time for a different reason. It's not love all the time, it's the memory of caring togetherness that wasn't allowing Rahul to forget Disha. It's the same togetherness that slowly made Rahul to forget about Meera.

Rahul was alone in his life, but when someone as caring as Disha came in his life, he thanked the same stars and the same lines on his hand. Rahul was free now.
Rahul always knew that Disha will be his best pal.

--Excerpts from a novel

Lost...

Once you have lost the warmth ...winter is colder than ever.
Once you have lost the friends ...silence is more silent than ever.

United We Just Stood For 62 Years... Divided We Will Prosper.

Not just Another Idea. The ground Reality is forcing me to lead this movement of "IGNITED STATES OF INDIA".

The states of India will have there own supreme powers, Above all will rest the New Unified Constitution of India. The states shall get powers of a country and will function separately not seeking any assistance from United whole. The "United India" will be consisting of "IGNITED STATES OF INDIA". Ignited in the sense that, all the states will strive for betterment and upliftment of the farmers and people who earn less wages (I am not calling anyone "poor" that is a bad word. Its just that they are not able to earn wages to fulfil there basic needs because of several reasons...and we are partly responsible for them)... This is the very first priority. Excellence will follow.

D-E-S-T-i-N-Y bloody hell

not a pessimistic take on destiny..but a true life, blood pumping open heart surgery. Is there any other way to prove my innocence? why kp keeps certain distance from me. I have come this long and now im completely lost. totally freaked out... A distance of just 2 feet is a distance of thousand miles. yes. ripped apart are the beautiful blossoming feelings. severely damaged ..blood strained. The relation of friendship that could have failed to achieve by any one else...has failed me. I failed. could have stayed here..its totally up to me... but now Im moving somewhere... like im loosing everything..empty hearted. I dunno. I am leaving the place. leaving behind everything...

If things aren't working...they will never. me or you, are not machines to repair and again put to work. destiny.... bloody hell.... Never though i had to ......

I AM SORRY. I FAILED TO UNDERSTAND YOUR Rules.. Sorry K.P.

someday you will understand the meaning these lines.

निकलना खुल्द से आदम का सुनते आए थे लेकिन
बहुत बे-आबरू होकर तेरे कुचे से हम निकले।

tschuss.

BIG Exam!

BIG Exam!

 

Recently I have come across and realized about a weird exam, let me share the details of this unique kind of exam. You will also be surprised as me, to know about it.

 

It goes like this, like every game has its own rules, this exam also has its own bizarre rules. TaKe it easy.. It's fun sometimes :) We get enrolled for a basic learning course when we just appear at the exam center. It's strange. But this exam is little different from other exams (I already told you). The course begins the moment you arrive at the venue, and until the course ends you have to be at the exam center. Most of the learning happens at the exam center sometimes you interact with other candidates and sometimes you have to sit alone and figure out the syllabus for yourself, or sometimes you just find a partner to ease out your learning.

 

And the most astonishing fact of this exam is, you never know without a slightest doubt, when will be your surprise test. Believe me, every now or then- big or small but there will be surprise tests all around. Whether you are prepared or not, whether the questions are out of syllabus or not. They don’t care. They simply throw these surprise tests at you. Don’t take these tests lightly, even if they just appear to fall on you... In the Final, output of each and every, small or big test is counted.  

 

Does it sound familiar to you… Scary or funny or just plain simple suffering.

 

 

How much special are WE !