What u give is what you get.
give hurt...get hurt
give love...get love
give nothing ...get nothing.
but the rarest of kind..give everything... & get nothing.
Friday, October 30, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Stars & Lines
There was a boy... Rahul, optimistic and always looking forward to make something big out of his life. And there was a girl... Meera, studious and trustworthy. Her eyes were so true that nobody would have dared to tell her a lie. Those eyes would have taken out the truth even from a lier. It was difficult for Rahul to live without seeing those eyes. When he looked into those eyes he lost into them. Yet he was firmly grounded with the realities and his dreams of becoming big, he couldn't stop himself from loving those eyes. Rahul started loving Meera. Though he knew every moment that he is going suffer, when he wouldn't be able to see in those eyes. Still he continued..and one day they parted there ways. The boy remained silent and the joy in his eyes was gone from that day.
Rahul found it difficult to survive without Meera, but he has to...owing to his life, to his dreams... promises that he made to himself. He turned his love in positive energies and made use of every opportunity coming his way to make something big. But deep down he was never able to forget those eyes. Whenever he was alone or whenever he was happy he remembered those eyes. He cried when he was very happy..everybody thought these are tears of happiness, nobody rarely knew that Rahul was missing Meera at that moment. Thus passed the days and nights and Rahul's heart grew fonder each passing day.
Many years passed since Meera left, but Rahul was still the same...still his heart beating faster, whenever he dreamed of looking into Meera's eyes. Rahul knew by this time that, it doesn't matter how much he love someone... his stars and the lines on his hand should also support him. The Destiny. He wasn't believing into any such things but the reality forced him to at least think over it.
Rahul was now at the peak of this career, living his life happily in the thoughts of Meera. Least that he knew that the world is full of surprises. He has made a promise that he will never ever attach his feelings with someone. But the heart is not a suitcase to lock and keep on attic, it beats every second. And every beat needs a electric spark. Heart will not survive in absence of this spark... so does a human. Somewhere here lies the connection of heart and love. The one who ignites the sparks, becomes the love of your life. Isn't it difficult to stop yourself from being attached to a person who makes those sparks fly across your body, mind and soul. Rahul was not aware of these things when he mate Disha. She was like just another girl for him.
Rahul was still holding on to Meera's thoughts, though he knew that she will never come back into his life. Rahul and Disha were in similar circumstances and they were meeting often. Togetherness forms a bond,..nameless... yet strong enough to hold two persons together. When a name is given, it becomes a relation. Rahul was not able to believe whats happening, but the joy that he had lost years before was slowly started to come back in his eyes.
The heart which never allowed him to spare a single though of Meera, now started beating with unknown sparks. Rahul knew that, still his stars were same and even the lines on his hand were same, he also knew the pain of every moment, passed without Meera. So he decided to be true to the relation of friendship and not let the sparks fly across. He though it will be easier to guard against these sparks, but he could barely insulate himlself. Even though he enjoyed every moment spent with Disha, he never though of being a part of Disha's life. Disha was a confident and bold girl. She always knew what she want from life.
When the circumstances ended, Disha and Rahul headed for there lives, Rahul was no longer the same when he mate Disha. At that time when he closed his eyes he could see his heart full of love for Meera. Now when he closes his eyes he could only see Disha, but at this time for a different reason. It's not love all the time, it's the memory of caring togetherness that wasn't allowing Rahul to forget Disha. It's the same togetherness that slowly made Rahul to forget about Meera.
Rahul was alone in his life, but when someone as caring as Disha came in his life, he thanked the same stars and the same lines on his hand. Rahul was free now.
Rahul always knew that Disha will be his best pal.
--Excerpts from a novel
Rahul found it difficult to survive without Meera, but he has to...owing to his life, to his dreams... promises that he made to himself. He turned his love in positive energies and made use of every opportunity coming his way to make something big. But deep down he was never able to forget those eyes. Whenever he was alone or whenever he was happy he remembered those eyes. He cried when he was very happy..everybody thought these are tears of happiness, nobody rarely knew that Rahul was missing Meera at that moment. Thus passed the days and nights and Rahul's heart grew fonder each passing day.
Many years passed since Meera left, but Rahul was still the same...still his heart beating faster, whenever he dreamed of looking into Meera's eyes. Rahul knew by this time that, it doesn't matter how much he love someone... his stars and the lines on his hand should also support him. The Destiny. He wasn't believing into any such things but the reality forced him to at least think over it.
Rahul was now at the peak of this career, living his life happily in the thoughts of Meera. Least that he knew that the world is full of surprises. He has made a promise that he will never ever attach his feelings with someone. But the heart is not a suitcase to lock and keep on attic, it beats every second. And every beat needs a electric spark. Heart will not survive in absence of this spark... so does a human. Somewhere here lies the connection of heart and love. The one who ignites the sparks, becomes the love of your life. Isn't it difficult to stop yourself from being attached to a person who makes those sparks fly across your body, mind and soul. Rahul was not aware of these things when he mate Disha. She was like just another girl for him.
Rahul was still holding on to Meera's thoughts, though he knew that she will never come back into his life. Rahul and Disha were in similar circumstances and they were meeting often. Togetherness forms a bond,..nameless... yet strong enough to hold two persons together. When a name is given, it becomes a relation. Rahul was not able to believe whats happening, but the joy that he had lost years before was slowly started to come back in his eyes.
The heart which never allowed him to spare a single though of Meera, now started beating with unknown sparks. Rahul knew that, still his stars were same and even the lines on his hand were same, he also knew the pain of every moment, passed without Meera. So he decided to be true to the relation of friendship and not let the sparks fly across. He though it will be easier to guard against these sparks, but he could barely insulate himlself. Even though he enjoyed every moment spent with Disha, he never though of being a part of Disha's life. Disha was a confident and bold girl. She always knew what she want from life.
When the circumstances ended, Disha and Rahul headed for there lives, Rahul was no longer the same when he mate Disha. At that time when he closed his eyes he could see his heart full of love for Meera. Now when he closes his eyes he could only see Disha, but at this time for a different reason. It's not love all the time, it's the memory of caring togetherness that wasn't allowing Rahul to forget Disha. It's the same togetherness that slowly made Rahul to forget about Meera.
Rahul was alone in his life, but when someone as caring as Disha came in his life, he thanked the same stars and the same lines on his hand. Rahul was free now.
Rahul always knew that Disha will be his best pal.
--Excerpts from a novel
Lost...
Once you have lost the warmth ...winter is colder than ever.
Once you have lost the friends ...silence is more silent than ever.
Once you have lost the friends ...silence is more silent than ever.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
United We Just Stood For 62 Years... Divided We Will Prosper.
Not just Another Idea. The ground Reality is forcing me to lead this movement of "IGNITED STATES OF INDIA".
The states of India will have there own supreme powers, Above all will rest the New Unified Constitution of India. The states shall get powers of a country and will function separately not seeking any assistance from United whole. The "United India" will be consisting of "IGNITED STATES OF INDIA". Ignited in the sense that, all the states will strive for betterment and upliftment of the farmers and people who earn less wages (I am not calling anyone "poor" that is a bad word. Its just that they are not able to earn wages to fulfil there basic needs because of several reasons...and we are partly responsible for them)... This is the very first priority. Excellence will follow.
The states of India will have there own supreme powers, Above all will rest the New Unified Constitution of India. The states shall get powers of a country and will function separately not seeking any assistance from United whole. The "United India" will be consisting of "IGNITED STATES OF INDIA". Ignited in the sense that, all the states will strive for betterment and upliftment of the farmers and people who earn less wages (I am not calling anyone "poor" that is a bad word. Its just that they are not able to earn wages to fulfil there basic needs because of several reasons...and we are partly responsible for them)... This is the very first priority. Excellence will follow.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
D-E-S-T-i-N-Y bloody hell
not a pessimistic take on destiny..but a true life, blood pumping open heart surgery. Is there any other way to prove my innocence? why kp keeps certain distance from me. I have come this long and now im completely lost. totally freaked out... A distance of just 2 feet is a distance of thousand miles. yes. ripped apart are the beautiful blossoming feelings. severely damaged ..blood strained. The relation of friendship that could have failed to achieve by any one else...has failed me. I failed. could have stayed here..its totally up to me... but now Im moving somewhere... like im loosing everything..empty hearted. I dunno. I am leaving the place. leaving behind everything...
If things aren't working...they will never. me or you, are not machines to repair and again put to work. destiny.... bloody hell.... Never though i had to ......
I AM SORRY. I FAILED TO UNDERSTAND YOUR Rules.. Sorry K.P.
someday you will understand the meaning these lines.
निकलना खुल्द से आदम का सुनते आए थे लेकिन
बहुत बे-आबरू होकर तेरे कुचे से हम निकले।
tschuss.
If things aren't working...they will never. me or you, are not machines to repair and again put to work. destiny.... bloody hell.... Never though i had to ......
I AM SORRY. I FAILED TO UNDERSTAND YOUR Rules.. Sorry K.P.
someday you will understand the meaning these lines.
निकलना खुल्द से आदम का सुनते आए थे लेकिन
बहुत बे-आबरू होकर तेरे कुचे से हम निकले।
tschuss.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
BIG Exam!
BIG Exam!
Recently I have come across and realized about a weird exam, let me share the details of this unique kind of exam. You will also be surprised as me, to know about it.
It goes like this, like every game has its own rules, this exam also has its own bizarre rules. TaKe it easy.. It's fun sometimes :) We get enrolled for a basic learning course when we just appear at the exam center. It's strange. But this exam is little different from other exams (I already told you). The course begins the moment you arrive at the venue, and until the course ends you have to be at the exam center. Most of the learning happens at the exam center sometimes you interact with other candidates and sometimes you have to sit alone and figure out the syllabus for yourself, or sometimes you just find a partner to ease out your learning.
And the most astonishing fact of this exam is, you never know without a slightest doubt, when will be your surprise test. Believe me, every now or then- big or small but there will be surprise tests all around. Whether you are prepared or not, whether the questions are out of syllabus or not. They don’t care. They simply throw these surprise tests at you. Don’t take these tests lightly, even if they just appear to fall on you... In the Final, output of each and every, small or big test is counted.
Does it sound familiar to you… Scary or funny or just plain simple suffering.
Friday, September 18, 2009
Saturday, September 05, 2009
closing ...
bit by bit...
hour by hour...
minute by minute...
second by second...
something is shutting down...
DOORS closing all the way.
no light coming in...
not even a single lucky ray of hope..
not able to escape the total eclipse..
no questions no answers awaiting..
no moment seek the presence as well.
Straight to the exceptions and eliminations.
no sorry no thank you.
hour by hour...
minute by minute...
second by second...
something is shutting down...
DOORS closing all the way.
no light coming in...
not even a single lucky ray of hope..
not able to escape the total eclipse..
no questions no answers awaiting..
no moment seek the presence as well.
Straight to the exceptions and eliminations.
no sorry no thank you.
Monday, August 17, 2009
What freedom means to me...
What freedom means to me...Is to litter everywhere in my own country...
What freedom means to me...Is to use all the resources carelessly…
What freedom means to me...Is to consume all, that can to fulfill my hunger…
What freedom means to me...Is to get educated and serve a foreign company…
What freedom means to me...Is to get right to select uneducated fools as Member of Parliament…
What freedom means to me...Is to get harassed by own policemen when I seek justice…
What freedom means to me...Is to fall pray to governments decisions in few politicians favor…
What freedom means to me...Is to suffer bombings by neighboring nation and wait for FBI report to prove it…
What freedom means to me...Is to see corrupt officials enjoying there power of position…
What freedom means to me...Is a country free from pollution…
What freedom means to me...Is a country free from corruption…
What freedom means to me...Is a country where common man is heard seriously…
What freedom means to me...Is a country flourishing at hands of talented people guiding the nation selflessly…
What freedom means to me...Is a country where justice is not just a decision but a practice…
What freedom means to me...Is a country which I call MINE …
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Friday, June 05, 2009
Zindagi bulbula hai paani ka...
kya coincidence hai....every month single post and that too on same date 4th !.
Likhna tha zindagi ke baare me... lekin mann nahi kar raha hai. phir kabhi.
Likhna tha zindagi ke baare me... lekin mann nahi kar raha hai. phir kabhi.
Monday, May 04, 2009
aaj mere flat pe
Ghar me paani ... bahar bhi paani... ghar me pipe leak ho gaya ha, aur life me relationship leak ho rahe hai :(
Parva nahi ....
Parva nahi ....
Saturday, April 04, 2009
Hell Down Under
Going down the emotional ladder...
not suppose to interfere ... not suppose to ask anything...
not good enough to get to know anything. WTF.
If it is so.... I don't want to make any move. Keep mum.
not suppose to interfere ... not suppose to ask anything...
not good enough to get to know anything. WTF.
If it is so.... I don't want to make any move. Keep mum.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Sunday, February 08, 2009
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
Tour Pics
Pics link:
http://www.orkut.co.in/ExternalAlbum.aspx?uid=6701062777716080251&aid=1233056526&t=4526880187211933942&vid=18122634102100122779&ik=ACGyDXuh1DPVha-_nZSzb64vLyjQxwX_Ug
http://www.orkut.co.in/ExternalAlbum.aspx?uid=6701062777716080251&aid=1233056526&t=4526880187211933942&vid=18122634102100122779&ik=ACGyDXuh1DPVha-_nZSzb64vLyjQxwX_Ug
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Direct Dil Se !
Aaj bada din hai...
Aaj mere dost bangalore aa rahe hai. Plan hai Coorg ghumane jaane ka.
A new definition of festival: When friends come to your house ..that day is not less than a festival. :)
At flat we are just now finished with cleaning, now eagerly waiting for all to come.
So the gang is as below,
Uncle Toshiba
Uma - not a Human being.. some animal :P
Truck Driver Naren
Ganpat Mavali ... bus naam hi kaafi hai
Raju Chacha
Majnu bhai Sandeep
Jayeshpai
Abhijit
Anddd the Killerman...
Mostly today we will roam around to see the Garden City, many of my friends are coming here for the first time... so they want to take a glimpse at the Bangalore City.
Then today we will leave for Mercara, Madikeri, Coorg (all these three names refer to one place only called as Kodagu ;) ) So tommorow full day at Madikeri.
And then Big Bash tommorrow night at Coorg :)... and we will leave Mercara on 26th early morning. Happy Republic Day to all ...in advance. I may not be in my senses on 26th :)
Hmmmm then back to bangalore on 26th by 6pm.. But before that plan is to visit Golden temple and Palace at Mysore.
Lets see how the plan goes... there may be nice surprises.. good ones :-)
Aaj mere dost bangalore aa rahe hai. Plan hai Coorg ghumane jaane ka.
A new definition of festival: When friends come to your house ..that day is not less than a festival. :)
At flat we are just now finished with cleaning, now eagerly waiting for all to come.
So the gang is as below,
Uncle Toshiba
Uma - not a Human being.. some animal :P
Truck Driver Naren
Ganpat Mavali ... bus naam hi kaafi hai
Raju Chacha
Majnu bhai Sandeep
Jayeshpai
Abhijit
Anddd the Killerman...
Mostly today we will roam around to see the Garden City, many of my friends are coming here for the first time... so they want to take a glimpse at the Bangalore City.
Then today we will leave for Mercara, Madikeri, Coorg (all these three names refer to one place only called as Kodagu ;) ) So tommorow full day at Madikeri.
And then Big Bash tommorrow night at Coorg :)... and we will leave Mercara on 26th early morning. Happy Republic Day to all ...in advance. I may not be in my senses on 26th :)
Hmmmm then back to bangalore on 26th by 6pm.. But before that plan is to visit Golden temple and Palace at Mysore.
Lets see how the plan goes... there may be nice surprises.. good ones :-)
Sunday, January 18, 2009
That's true !!!
People man people ha ha ha... When you see the things from a distance you laugh at them , when you are a part of it ..someone seeing you from distance laughs at you … Amazing isn't it... sometime we are laughing at someone and, sometimes we become the reason for others to laugh at us. The game continues like this ..switching the sides. Giving and receiving. Watch out for a danger, someone said - relationships works best only when they are balanced. Don't just hold on for too long until you become vulnerable to the threat of being taken for granted. This is the point where the relationship ends. So it's better not to take things seriously until you become a priority and not just an option.
Optimism and positivism are sometimes words for cowards who dare not to challenge the situation and keeps continuing with it, rollback is necessary when going gets tough. You can't change someone's mind if he/she doesn't like you. Rollback. You are not alone in this world. There are endless possibilities if you break your shell and come out. And even the time will not be the same. No matter people like you or not, remember only one thing ... Honesty, Trust, and Truthfulness can only take you to where you want to reach. Hold on to these things and see the difference.
Optimism and positivism are sometimes words for cowards who dare not to challenge the situation and keeps continuing with it, rollback is necessary when going gets tough. You can't change someone's mind if he/she doesn't like you. Rollback. You are not alone in this world. There are endless possibilities if you break your shell and come out. And even the time will not be the same. No matter people like you or not, remember only one thing ... Honesty, Trust, and Truthfulness can only take you to where you want to reach. Hold on to these things and see the difference.
How are you doing?
To
My Dear Life,
Its been long time I'm writing to you, forgive me for that, but not even a single moment I forgot you. You were always there teaching me lessons, sometimes I learnt sometimes I just ignored you. I am thankful to you, at every decision making point you always gave me choice. I chose one option and then discovered you shaping up my career and personal life.
Now I am again standing at a point where I need your help. But this time you are not presenting me a choice, instead what I see now is just a one-way leading to a definite defeat. Why should I be the cause to defeat you. So I request you to bear with me for sometime. We will sail through these disturbed waters and we will be winner all the way.
Your Sincerely,
Manish :-)
My Dear Life,
Its been long time I'm writing to you, forgive me for that, but not even a single moment I forgot you. You were always there teaching me lessons, sometimes I learnt sometimes I just ignored you. I am thankful to you, at every decision making point you always gave me choice. I chose one option and then discovered you shaping up my career and personal life.
Now I am again standing at a point where I need your help. But this time you are not presenting me a choice, instead what I see now is just a one-way leading to a definite defeat. Why should I be the cause to defeat you. So I request you to bear with me for sometime. We will sail through these disturbed waters and we will be winner all the way.
Your Sincerely,
Manish :-)
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